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| Friday, July 23rd, 2004 | | 9:14 am |
natural HigH
ok everyone, my driving test will comence in exactly 43 minutes...wish me luck, I haven't practiced in a while and I don't remember why I thought it was gonna be so easy. Last night I was having one of my extremly hyper days, and now...I am SO tired, damn that natural high. ~LISS XD and
I
see
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in my head... Current Mood:  nervousCurrent Music: Sunrize-DJ Bee and Overflow |
| Monday, July 19th, 2004 | | 10:34 pm |
he wakes up in the morning to see
I wake up from my rehearsal haze to find out my dog was put to sleep as I was at Tommy rehearsal while I couldn't even see him the whole day. All my dad could say was "I couldn't let him suffer any more" all my mom could do was sob and say "It was so sad...so sad" all my brother Reed could say was "I think you just do too much shit"...now..all I have left of my dog is the memories...in other news...Tommy is almost all done, if anyone really wants to come on July 29th/30th/31st pleeeeeeez let me know before Thurs. Ill get your ten dollars (presale price) and you'll habe guarenteed seat in the house, good deal. PLEEEEEZ let me know. I have lots of really cool dance stuff hence the sore legs, and sore butt, and sore face from wanting to cry about my dog..of course I DIDNT, psh, whats wrong with me. JApanese is getting super hard, good thing its almost over. so, anyone else stressed about summer work? anyone else miss the ppl from school? ya, we'll get through it all, much love. ~LISS XD all the pretty eyes Current Mood:  soreCurrent Music: Vegas-Ben |
| Friday, July 16th, 2004 | | 11:00 pm |
Am I too good to be true?
so Neils gonna make an ownage mix tonight, can't wait cuz he got some awesome records today. Me and my mom went to the Beauty Salon to take back some really expensive shampoo and conditioner that didnt even work, and got 40 dollars towards a 130$ flat Iron that works miracles. then we went to Alisons house and my mom dyed her hair black, how niiiiice of her. Dont you guys miss Brubaker? Today all I did basically was do laundry and play FF Tactics, never thought I would get this far in the game. I miss Ben, but hey I have my retainer to keep me company...heh...heh o ya I got my braces off if I didn't mention, well gnite all. ~LISS Current Mood:  lonelyCurrent Music: Everything in Its Right Place- Radiohead |
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| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 | | 10:30 pm |
am I sexy?
div align=center> Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: AIDA-Every Story is a Love Story |
| 10:00 pm |
GASP
O my, I can't believe I haven't updated for more than a week. O well, ummm, what was important...did good on my song thing, Kevin did awesome, seeing Pirates of Pesance on Wed, sold the most tickets so far, got commended, doing West Side Story dances for dance class, got booted out of Ben's brothers wedding cause I'm white (jk), in reality I was never truly invited anyways so I wasnt really booted out either, went on a date, almost got cut from a number <_>, learned it just in time, umm other stuff happened but tell you later. ~LISS |
| Tuesday, July 6th, 2004 | | 3:22 pm |
digestive system cleansing
My body decided to clean out my digestive system completly, even when there was nothing left. *shudder*, but it started at 3 am last night and 12 hours later I'm finally able to drink gatorade and crushed ice cubes, my body is going back to normal. I'm pretty screwed tho, I missed Japanese class today which involved a huge Oral presentation test and a Katakana quiz, and I can't make it up tomorrow because there is a huge Chapter test...*SIGH*. ew BTW, my whole FAMILY has this stomach cleansing pain and its gross, seriously. I'm also missing rehearsal which is important since they are doing coreography of Sensation reprise and the dances in the musical are seriously complicated and hard to catch up on, plus I have to learn a special dance break about three times harder than the normal dancing, thats why on top of my stomach flu my whole lower body(legs,ass,lower back) was severally sore, just cause I'm flexible doesn't mean I don't get reprecutions *shudders again*. Its a good thing I recover from these things quickly cause I can't afford to miss another day... On the bright side, I just realized how awesome my schedule ruling out the fact I have no time to hang out with friends or my hottie, I can sleep 10 hours everynight!!! Awesomeness...alrite everyone have a good week and make sure to sit very very still if you get this crap, its the only way to drink water without throwing it up. ~LISS Current Mood:  nauseatedCurrent Music: FF Tactics advance music |
| Saturday, July 3rd, 2004 | | 7:56 am |
see me, feel me.
Saturday again. The week was pretty monotonous in terms of writing about it in here. The only highlight I think I must mention is the exp. of being in the dance Core in Tommy, which was freakin nuts. I had no idea John (the coreographer) was gonna go all out on us, we have to actually bring KNEE PADS next time. He even said people who aren't "getting it" will be cut from that part of the number, I got all scared!! and I practiced lika mofo when I got home. I also bought Jazz sneakers along with the knee pads and two leotards and Jazz clam digger pants. My mom used to work at the dance store when she was my age so she gets 20% discounts. Well, in a few minutes me and my increasingly demented family are gonna head for the Grand Canyon, and appearantly its a 6 hour drive, please someone sedate me. Why in the world would I want to go to the Grand Canyon...I just wanna know, what was my mom thinking...O well I love her, so I promised I would try to be a pacifist in the car. It feels so great to have my eyes back (glasses), after having them for so long, you grow dependent on them, and realize how shitty your vision REALLY is and how helpless you are without them. Ok folks in closing I just want to see I see EVERYBODY at Ralphs. First in the morning getting my food I randomly saw Ben and I think it was gods doing, allowing me to see his beautiful long hair one last time before it was cut. Then the OTHER time I was getting my food for my RCC day, I got in line behind Diana. Then last night, I got in line behind Tina, Stephen and Chrissy and it was good times they were all buying big blocks of ice HUUUUM, for the kicker, no less than 30 seconds after I left the checker counter I spotted Alisons brother (Chris) and his Band buddies and he was like "LISS! Whats up lil techno homie *gives skin*" and I was just like..heheh hey? so ya, next time I go to Ralphs Im gonna CARE how I look. ~LISS shi'nai Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: 21-The Who's Tommy |
| Monday, June 28th, 2004 | | 10:30 pm |
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| 9:53 pm |
call me one more again
moo ichi do Much love all, this entry is a quick one, I just wanted to summarize the day I one sentence to see If I could. I miss Ben. O that was easy. gnite, have fun having a real summer all ~LISS Current Mood:  rushedCurrent Music: JET-Are you gonna be my girl?/Tommy-Pinball wizard |
| Sunday, June 27th, 2004 | | 1:27 pm |
CATCH UP!
Im never in the mood to update when I get home from rehearsals so heres basically what happened all week. Mon:Behind the wheel training with a cool guy. Got kicked out of Japanese class because college kids who want to ADD the class get priority over high school kids who registered months before. Callbacks for Tommy, sang for Sally a lead. Mom sent angry emails to my Japanese teacher and the dean of admissions. Tue: Behind the wheel training again, the guy has me take him to the gas station again so he can read the newspaper while I drive. Went back to Japanese class anyways in hopes of a student dropping or getting cut, one did, miraculously I got picked out of the other 6 high school students that got cut *coughthanksmomcough*. Got casted in Tommy as a member of the 10 person "DANCE CORE" meaning, Im gonna be rockin the stage with all the hard dances alongside most of the college kids and this is out of like 60 ppl maybe more. Cried about how much I missed Ben. Wed: Last day of BTWT, got clearance to take divers test, scheduled for JULY 23, got to pick up Addison because he was taking BTWT too. class/rehearsal/homework/sleep. Thur: hung out with Ben in the morning, ate breakfast at his house that consisted of garlic fried rice and some kind of bacon YUM. Fri: little cousins 6th grade promotion, roadhouse grill lunch, Micheals to get bobbins (awesome name), Ben and Rainier came over, played Uno, Grandia 2. Anchos for dinner grandfathers bday/cousins bday. for a present they bought him one of my aunts puppies, it was ridiculously adorable and I think for the first time he really liked his present. My extended family was rude and obnoxious and relentless as usual. At about 1030 I just crashed in the backroom of my grandparents house. Sat: went to go get my pimp 88 Camary to practice stick, had a nervous breakdown cuz I didnt get it, ate subway to make me feel better. Went to the movies to see Shrek 2 with Diana,Timmy,Ben and Rainier. Movie= awesome, Event= awkward. Boba was good. Ate dinner at Bens house, went home. TODAY: (finally) tried stick again at UCR's parking lot, my mom said "the learning curve for your starting and stoping was a vertical line!!" what a freakin teacher, I love her to death. so I got better but I only did it for about 20 minutes cuz It was still stressful, now Im here, waiting for Ben to pick me up to go swimming. BTW: I ate waffles with ice cream this morning WOOT! I see you guys had an awesome time doing the rocket summer ish, good times, next time invite me! ~LISS Current Mood:  gratefulCurrent Music: Soul Bossa Nova- Quincy Jones |
| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 | | 10:24 pm |
so far...
fuck I have no time to update this thing GAH its 11 already...gnite |
| Sunday, June 20th, 2004 | | 9:52 pm |
oh OH
everything starts tomorrow, I need to build up some self-esteem, I'm not nervous, just insecure. My lil brother had a nervous breakdown today, practically almost killed me, braces got in the way of my lips...*sigh* Why do I grow so dependent...why do I let myself succumb, you will become too meaningful to me and I won't be able to stop it...heads up *shrug* Wish me a broken leg Current Mood: intimidatedCurrent Music: Duran Duran- Come Undone |
| Saturday, June 19th, 2004 | | 4:14 pm |
Trying to use LJ-cut
Ok so, I would like to post some pictures in the cool way that other friends do it, so Im going to try now ( here goes )OK so if that was a total train wreck I'll know as soon as I submit, wEEEEE *crosses fingers* ~LISS Current Mood:  energeticCurrent Music: Happy Hour Radio |
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| 12:59 am |
wut the hell does quixotic mean?
so..what came through today: *glasses didn't come in :( *Chelsea didn't meet me at B&N (cuz her dad had to be taken to the dentist and apperantly she doesn't have my number so. opps!) :( *Ben took me out to Table for Two (AWESOME THAI FOOD!) :) *and a surprise turn of events took place when Chrissy came over to play Baulderdash and Scrabble with me my mom and Ben, this was cool. *from there I proceeded to join Chrissy at her house in a rousing round of DDR on auto-pilot. *now I am here...WEE. It amazes me how people can reveal themselves to you in a such a slow, onion peeling manner, I can't believe I never really knew you, but I'm so glad I took the chance to do it. Here, tonight, I feel so damn strange, in my soul. I look all around me, and I see, this life is not only black and white. Night All ~LISS XD (opps I almost forgot to mention my new found love for ice cream now that Chrissy house had this interesting flavor called "White Thunder", HUUM now that I think about it, it sounds like redneck prono...<.< >.> well anyways its Vanilla with Strawberry ribbon and white choc cups with strawberry inside I think Im in love *hearts in eyes*) Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: Maxx 300-DDRMAX |
| Friday, June 18th, 2004 | | 2:42 pm |
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| Thursday, June 17th, 2004 | | 11:36 pm |
explanations
Ok so, obviously Junsuina Kusaru means purely corrupt, or uh corrupted purely or something. The picture on the right is my backyard, and those flowers are Alyssa, one of them is an Alyssum, I like them because they grow EVERYWHERE no matter what the condition, and they are usually white...I like white. I made that thingy say tent because in Final Fantasies it restores your HP and MP and status ailments, so this is a very good thing, much like hearing your comments. (Ben set up my page for me and apparently hes gonna change this setting so, Im ready for a surprise) Well I think thats just about it, for now. I need to have you near me, in a time where nothings lasting long, and I have to feel you close to me, as my lover I need to keep you warm...~LISS Current Mood:  thirstyCurrent Music: crickets/Ben's lovely gutair (over the phone) |
| 11:21 pm |
keep the radio rockin'
My mother had an interesting talk with me, I love her.
My father made a snide comment to me, I live with him.
My lover sang a song for me, I cherish him.
My brother punched me in the spine, I dealt with him.
My mouth is hurting me, I numbed it.
My friends IM'd me, but...that's it.
My summer is relaxing me, I savor it.
Seems that my life has got everything going for me, guess Ill live it.Summer school starts on Monday, as well as rehearsal. Wish me luck for lead callbacks. Tomorrow I am hopefully gonna pick up my newly fixed glasses which will prolly break again, heh. Then I'll meet Chelsea at B&N and read Manga and drink Italian soda. Then HOPEFULLY I'll go out to dinner with a certain boy, but he might not be able to pencil me in, o well. Seriously, life is good, I always feel like its wrong that I can be this lucky and content when others always have hardships I hardly have to experience, but there are many different kinds of people righ People care about me...thats always a pleasant surprise=D Nite All Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: Stupid Racing game music |
| 6:33 pm |
I did better
Now is the point in the summer where you realize all the people your not gonna hang out with as much for next two and a half months. I'm gonna go see the Stepford Wives again with my mom, she'll like it cause my mom is awesome, and if you knew her you'd agree. I recommend the movie. since don't know how to do all that cool stuff with HTML and pictures and yanno, all that good stuff. If my friends are reading this, help me, I want to post some pictures. Don't be lame... Current Mood: hopefulCurrent Music: Rainbow-Breeze and Styles |
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